/Wednesday, June 4, 2008
HandWritten on; 1:36 AM
If i don't stop it now , when the time comes , it will only get more painful .
Ok i gonna start hating myself soon .
i have waited quite long for the upcomming batam trip that has recently been canceled ..
I hate it so much . .
Why must this always happen to me ? ..
I've got a feeling my life is about to get worst .. ...
Hopefully , if i pray hard enough , things would change for the better .
The whole Empty-ness i comming back , its as if i haf lost everyone ..
Helppppppp..
Its impossible for me to take this alone ..
i will never survive this .. ..